I start shy but end crazy.

2010-12-21T23:39:00.002+08:00

Its easy to see me laughing and smiling all the time. Behind that smile, behind that happiness are constant worries about my life. Just as i thought things were getting better, i get hit right back to the ground. Im too tired to fight back though im not giving up. Where the wind blows, i'll just follow. Whats the use of planning your life but nothing goes your way? Im too tired physically and mentally to do anything. I dont know how to react to the upcoming events. Im afraid bad things will happen and the best part is, i dont even know what to do to make it right.

2010-12-20T02:54:00.002+08:00

All i want was for the better of you. To make your life easier. A higher pay, good atmosphere, i can even pick you up and send you home. Most of all i just wanna be with you all the time. Im tired of worrying if you've eaten or not. Im tired of being angry when i see bruises on your hands/legs. Im just tried of trying to persuade you that there are better jobs out there. Its okay i'll be more understanding from now on. I shall not pester you anymore cause it seems that your happier working there. Im not trying to be sarcastic here. I dont wanna force you to do something you dont want. Im sorry for forcing you. This time its my fault. Truely it is.

2010-12-14T20:58:00.002+08:00

I love this!

2010-12-07T23:43:00.002+08:00

Make Model-
Honda CBR 400RR

Year-
1987

Engine-
Liquid cooled, four stroke, transverse four cylinder, DOHC, 4 valve per cylinder.

Capacity-
399

Bore x Stroke-
55 x 42 mm

Compression Ratio-
11.3:1

Induction-
4x 26mm Flat-side CV

Ignition / Starting-
Transistorized / electric

Max Power-
59 hp @ 12500 rpm

Max Torque-
6.44 kg-m @ 10000 rpm

Transmission / Drive-
6 Speed / chain

Front Suspension-
Telescopic forks adjustable preload.

Rear Suspension-
Showa gas/oil shock with adjustable preload and compression

Front Brakes-
2x 275mm discs 4 piston calipers

Rear Brakes-
Single 220mm disc 2 piston caliper

Front Tyre-
120/60-17

Rear Tyre-
150/60-18

Dry-Weight-
162 kg

Fuel Capacity-
14.5 Litres

Im sorry

2010-11-28T02:35:00.003+08:00

The more i try, the more damage ive done. I dont know what to do. When i try so hard, it gets worst and when i dont try at all the outcome will still be the same. What i read really demoralized me. It seems that all these while ive done nothing. Nothing at all. Ive tried so hard. Everything and anything i could and to read what you typed, to know what youve been through. I dont know if i can genuinely make you happy. Basically, i dont know what to do anymore. Haiz.

From the start i told myself id never give up. But even the strongest dimond can break. I tried to be strong in front of you. To give you the confidence and to give you the motivation to persevere but i dont know how long i can handle this. I cant cheer myself up everytime you throw a tantrum at me. Sometimes i want you to be the one who cheer me up and make me smile. Sometimes i just want you. Im clueless in what i should do. What i should change. How to make you truely happy. I wonder if im the cause of all these. If you would be happier without me? Will you?

It takes alot of courage to type this out as ive been keeping this in me all these while. I dont want to let you know that im not as strong as how you think i am but i must let this out somewhere and the only place i know is here. I know someday you'll read this but please dont think that your useless and such. Maybe it could be me who cant make you smile. Have you ever considered that when you type all those words at your blog? Im sorry for not being there when you need me the most and im sorry i couldnt make you genuinely smile all these while. I never want to lose you but this has to stop. Im afraid i cant hold on much longer. It hurts when the person i love is sad but it truely hurts a lot more knowing i didnt make her genuinely happy and all these while its just a plastered smile.

Please god help us.

2010-10-14T01:34:00.002+08:00

Its 14th october! Yessa the day love will come back! Im so excited to see her later on and im so gonna give her a huge hug! Okay i'll just give a short briefing about what happened today and i shall quickly go to bed.

Basically sit at home and texted love. Did afew exercises after quite some time. Its time i start pumping up again. Well something happened in the afternoon. I was playing the com when some number called me. When i picked it up guess who it was, b's mum! Freak i was trying my best not to sound nervous or anything. She asked me if im fetching love tomorow cause if i fetch love then she'll just stay at home. I told her i'll definitly be fetching love home and dont worry about anything. That was some scary shits man. Facing her parents is wayy scarier then facing some mats. Hope her mum have a good impression of me after being called sombong! grrr your gonna tell her that its your fault eh b! hmph!

oh and guess what? I passed my subpaper! WAD and DBIS! I am so so glad i got through it! I had a feeling i failed but thank god i didnt. Dane helped me with WAD and i really owe him one. Thanks dude! DBIS subpaper was harder but luckily i managed to passed. Im a happy happy dudee!

B quickly come back! I fuckin miss you already! <3

2010-10-13T05:46:00.002+08:00

Its the 13th of october 2010! Its love's birthday!

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST!

hees at last someone turned 18 today! Like finally we could watch movies without worrying about it being rated M18. A year older and definitly a year wiser. Too bad shes at cambodia now and we have to delay her celebration to this saturday. I hope she enjoys herself on that day.

Do you remember this sayang?

"First of all, Happy 20th Birthday Love! <3

Vivo. Karate Kid. Marina@Keppel. Anchorvale. Today is an Adventure day for us. Sorry love to make you walk so far. It kinda spoilt the day. Heheh, Next time dont ask me to decide anything okay? But it’s kinda fun since you piggyback me :D

SOMEONE IS NO LONGER TEENAGER! HAHAHAHA

Dear Mr Boyfriend,

I hope you enjoyed today and most of all, the gifts. Especially the scrapframe cause I did my best. Heheh though i think it didnt turned out that nice. Oh well, I hope you like the wallet too cause You freaking need a new wallet! I just want you to know that you’ve been the greatest boyfriend ever who truly appreciate me. Do you know how cute/sweet/caring/etccccc you are? I cant forget your tears of joy. Im surprised/shocked but at the same time, I feel so happy that you like the gift. And you got to be the best thing that happened in my life. Love you dear. Forever and always! ♥"

You gave me such a wonderful birthday and i pray that i can return the favour to you. I just hope i wont dissapoint you again this time. All i want is for you to enjoy the day, put aside your worries and be as happy as a girl can be. Dear god let that day be a smooth one. Please grant me this wish, if not for me, for her. Thanks god!

Okay im getting excited just thinking of it. hee! :D

I basically didnt do anything today so theres nothing much to update about. I slacked at home, did some exercise to tone up and thats it. Eventhough i got to her love shouting like mad due to a lizard, im glad i did. I miss her so much right now and the feeling of hugging her is so strong. Haiz i hope she comes back quickly and safely.

I love you baby <3

2010-10-12T01:22:00.002+08:00

Haiz. i dont have the mood to talk about anything right now so i'll just say out whatever that i did today. i went out to vivo for a job interview with farhan. went to J8 after that to celebrate nadiahs birthday surprise and went home straight after that.

It was just a minor misunderstanding. haiz.

2010-10-11T01:08:00.003+08:00

Nothing much happened today besides the fact that i took care of the shop alone again when my cousin is suppose to come down but couldnt. His cousin is giving birth so he went to visit. Oh and did i say CTE was jammed so badly due to an accident? 3 cars in total. I never liked weaving in between traffic cause i have to concentrate when i ride and that i dont like. You gotta enjoy the ride and relax. Not get tensed up and all focused especially in the morning.

So alone i was over at the shop. Luckily brought my computer with me or i'll be dead bored. Oh and something happened! I was in the store searching for a tricycle when suddenly the pole which held ladders, rims, tyres etc just gave way! best part is on top of my head! fuck now my head hurts but the good thing is, i know what earthquake feels like, i guess? xD went home straight and called love. it was great to hear her voice but we had to put down early since a 1 minute call would cost 4 bucks. I want to have small talks each day so we could talk every single day till she comes back. Shes not replying and i hope shes okay. Im worried for her knowing im not there if anything happens. haiz take care of yourself b <3

You smile, i smile..

2010-10-10T00:52:00.002+08:00

I love day 3! Hehs theres a good reason for that! Its not because i worked back at the bicycle shop after so long. Not because i had a good long sleep(but that was nice too). Not because i took care of the shop alone BUT because love gaved me a surprise call when i was at work even though she didnt recive my text saying i couldnt call her! I was so happy to see that freakin long number of her prepaid card. hehs we talked for a while which i basically ignored the customers who entered. Nobody is gonna interrupt me! id even close the shop if necessary! hee that really made my day. thanks love! :D

The rest of the day is damn boring. Took care of the shop alone cause one of the part timers paitau. Not bad if there is a laptop. I was basically stoning throughout. Nearly slept lah even. Went home immediatly and waited for love to be online. She went online but the connection over there is fcuked up! Still love is being so sweet and called me to tell me she gaved up on the internet. damn you b for being so sweet when you know its gonna make me miss you more! I know your reading this and i know your smiling like a retard but im so gonna pinch you when you come back! grrr!

I hope we can talk tomorow though but i dont want love to waste her money on prepaid cards. We'll see how lah but were definitly talking on tuesday night! :D

When missing someone feels like part of you went away, you should know that she means the world to you <3

2010-10-09T03:11:00.002+08:00

Its the second day love is at cambodia and im dying for her to come back. Idk why it feels as though i miss her much more when shes away overseas compared to when shes in singapore. whatever it is i just know im missing her badly because almost the whole day im thinking of her. What is she doing, is she fine, is she having fun, has she eaten etc etc but i cant ask her simply because texting is limited due to the price. Also i dont wanna be an interruption to her since she will be having lotsa activities going around. I just have to pray that everything goes smoothly for her and she comes back safe and sound smiling widely.

So here im gonna start about what happened today. Hmm to be honest nothing? Went home from msia at around 1+ to 2pm. Reached home and just slacked till around 7pm. Dad called and asked me to get ready to go to one of my uncles open house. Went there after quite some time. I kinda miss them. Got to know one of my cousins just had an accident. Thank god he is fine. He just suffered a fractured hand but his bike is totaled. First thing accident check bike. Standarddd. hahah!

Talking about bikes, im saving up like mad just so that i could upgrade to a bigger one. I just hope the bike is in mint condition so it wont create any problems. Now i just want to save save and save somemore! Okay enough about bikes. Lets get back to what happened today.

I went home at ard 12 and i just waited for love to text. Was expecting it to be around 3am but i recived a text from her at 1 plus. Was so happy and immediatly called her. She said the shops there closed early so all of them went back to the hotel. Hearing her voice is all i need just now. Too bad someone couldnt reply i love you too since her goodie room mate was beside her right? heheh! I just hope i could hear her voice sooner or later but im afraid it would be costly for her. Haiz nvm we can still keep in touch via text or online :D

Take care over there b! I know that you know that i miss you and i love you <3

2010-10-08T03:01:00.003+08:00

Its still the first day and im already missing her so bad. haiz 7 more days to endure. this is so gonna be tough.

Heres a brief summary of what i did today. Went out at 11am and met dad at JB shell. Parked my bike at his house and we proceeded to the shop. Im suppose to go there to work but well i basically did nothing the whole freakin day. Went online, facebook, played games, listen to music. It was damn boring but the fact that i get paid to basically relax was kinda nice. I just want to work as much as possible so i could get my RVF before my first year with love. I want to go out with her using that bike! hehs i hope i get to do that.

Love went online at around 11plus but i was out cause dad and his workmates wanted to have supper and discuss about business propositions. haiz i really wanted to chat with love so bad since at night is usually our chatting time and i miss her right now. I'll be in spore tomorow so i hope love will be free and we could talk for awhile just so that i could hear her voice.

Your voice is all i want to hear right now <3

2010-10-07T06:12:00.003+08:00

Love asked me to update my blog daily when shes away so she could read it when she comes back and i promise i would so here i shall start.

Well i sent love off to the airport, followed her sis's car from behind. Was rather feeling lonely without her behind me. Could have been a nice night ride with her.

When we reached we went to the departure hall and sat at polars before declaring her luggage. Then her parents waited at the departure hall while we went to have either supper or breakfast at BK. Its been long since i ate onion rings. Kinda nice even though its at 5am. 530am is the last call so we rushed up and bid farewell before she went off. Haiz im already starting to miss her. Her smell just now when we hugged at burger king is nothing less then heaven. Whats left is her jacket with me and im gonna sleep with it every day till she comes back.

Dear god please let her trip be a safe one. Please protect her from harms way and let her enjoy herself over there. Amin.

Im already missing you baby. Please come back quick. I love you <3

2010-09-01T05:19:00.001+08:00

Tonight, i will never forget.

2010-08-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

If only there is a manual to you, id read it countless times and memorize it just so that i wont ever let you down. haiz.

2010-08-07T10:20:00.000+08:00

2010-08-05T20:21:00.002+08:00

Have you ever gotten the feeling that you've screwed everything up till the point you cant change it back? to feel that you dont know what your doing in this earth anymore and that your just bringing down the people around you? well im having that feeling now. im clueless about my life. i dont even know whats the use of me living anymore. idk if im under stress right now or i really feel this way. sorry you had to read this crap i wrote. i just had to let it out somewhere, somehow. haiz.

2010-06-23T22:55:00.009+08:00

Since someone said my blog was rotting, so i shall start to be active once again.

Okay recently had an outing with the dickies and shikin to sentosa! It was a so called 'last' outing before asy head in to camp. Someone becoming a man already! hehs. Nice weather, played monopoly deal, daidi, soccer and just swim! Met love after that and went to have supper at jalan kayu. Love finally get to meet my dickies! hehs its been awhile and she ought to get to know them. It was a blasting day no doubt!

*pictures starts from bottom up. dunno why its like that -.-

2010-06-20T02:07:00.009+08:00

Its 19th june 2010!

Guess what? Im twenty! damn it i feel old seh. No more teens at the back. hehs but to think of it, its kinda cool growing up and such. Anyways i wanna give a big shoutout to every single one of you that wished me by facebook, twitter etc. Thanks a bunch! I really appreciate the thought! :)

So more about my celebration. Love booked me for the whole day. hehs it was the first time she planned everything out and i am so proud of her. She decided to head down by public so we did. It was time we got off the bike and travel by other transport. Well i'll just summarize it, we went to vivo, watch karate kid(was a good movie though the storyline was expected), went to marina at keppel bay, got my presents specially made by love and finally to anchorvale to end the day. It was the best birthday ever! ^^

Time wasting at toys-r-us before the movie started. Someone seems interested to get one. hehe xD

Chilling at Pacific Coffee
Damn those eyebagss, i need more sleep!

I love this picture! ^^

Drink was damn choclatey!

While she rest, i snapped!

hee ^^

Busy opening the gift love made me!

What i call a perfect photo of us

Oh and did i mentioned that she look gorgeous? I cant stop staring at her :D

We got a passerby to help us take this pic. He was nice to help us but sorry to say that his voice seriously sounded like a girl. hahah!

The gift love made me. I love it so much!

Love also bought me a wallet since mine gone missing. It has a place to keep coins! ^^

My beloved girl, this is specially for you.

Ive said this to you before, that you are becoming sweeter and sweeter as days past. This time, you've topped it. You have become the sweetest girl ever. Knowing you took time to set everything from where to go and what to do which normally i would be the one doing, i find that really sweet. The minor glitch was kind of a blessing in disguise. We had an adventure and also i got to piggyback you for the first time, on my birthday! hehs for once i felt that we were riding since you hugged me so tightly. Every single thing that happened today was perfect love. From what we did the whole day to the gifts you made and bought for me. I especially loved the frame which touched me deeply. You made me feel so happy i now know what tears of joy felt like. How i wish i could pen down my feelings into words just so you know what you mean to me. Our hearts are glued into one. Yours and mine, together. Forever.

I love you Nur Umairah with every beat of my heart-Mohamad Haikal

2010-06-05T03:31:00.002+08:00

Love,

I really dont know what i said/do that suddenly sparked the doubts. I thought everything was fine in the afternoon. My heart was on cloud nine when i saw the smile so wide on your face. The both of us were so happy. You said you couldnt make me happy, but why was i feeling so happy and high? It was because of you. It was all you. It was because we got through the darkest times in our relationship, together. You made me apprechiate life as it is, happy and cheerful, living a care free life. You mean the world to me Umairah. I will never give up on our love and on us. Your my dream girl. Belive it love.

Our hearts are glued into one. Yours and mine, together. Forever.

2010-05-28T13:01:00.003+08:00

I shall be strong when life corners me up. I shall stand tall when everyones falling down. I shall fight back when all hope is lost. Never give up, never lose hope. Only then you'll realize the true potential in you.

2010-05-22T15:54:00.001+08:00

Its exactly how i feel now. My love you make me smile like no other, i love you.

2010-05-20T09:15:00.004+08:00

Since alot of people who's underage have seen the photo posted before, i shall remove it due to several complaints thus replacing it with this pic! xD

This is so fuckin funny i just had to share. No offence though! Oh and i got this from arif's blog. Thanks beb! Ini sume mindsett. hahaha!

2010-05-13T23:59:00.001+08:00

After a hard decision between joining dragonboat and soccer, i finally decided to join dragonboat. My passion for soccer has died last year when i got kicked off the second trial. Then now when i dont have the passion to play, i got in. Stupid. Well yesterday was the first training for dragonboat. And the best part is, we trained beside the soccer team. hahah the coach was looking at me one kind. I dont give a fuck! Who ask you to kick me out? anyways dragonboat training was hell lah! did 240 push ups and 240 crunches. but the feeling, wooo orgasmic sia! My shoulders, triceps and chest were pumped up! i can barely do the push ups after 120th push up. Theres an upcoming trial for the second team and i hope to get selected. Im determined to train hard and be the top amongst the group. Also someone challenged me that i couldnt look as good or even better then that taylor guy. hehs just wait and see lah eh. I'll push myself so hard to beat the rest and be the best. Good thing is im starting to love the intense training. Okay then, im off to bed. Gotta get a good rest and recover. Nights peeps! :D

2010-05-01T21:37:00.003+08:00

Its our fourth month! :D

Right now everything is going perfectly for us and i wish id stay this way forever! Well started the day early since we did'nt want to get caught in the afternoon heat. Picked love up at 10 and went to vivo straight. Had breakfast at bk before went for a hunt for love's jacket. After thorough searching we found one at topshop. Spent a longgggg time there before finally making a decision of which jacket to buy. Finally i got her a proper leather jacket she could wear. Better take good care of it okay love? I want to see you wearing it all the time tau. No more borrowing your friends jacket or complaining its cold ehh :D

Then we had youghurt ice cream at some shop quite similar to frolic. Not bad uh. They can challenge frolic. Feel like working there since the workers were playing uno lah for godness sake! shiok or what work like that. grrr.

After that, it was Ironman 2! Not the best marvel movie ive seen but its worth the watch. An action packed movie with a little bit of romantic scene near the end. hehs it was damn funny cause all around us were little kids and toddlers and when they kissed, all the kids went eeewww. cuteee! hahaha! Well after that we didnt really had plans so we went to ate at secret recipe. Not bad uh the cakes. Couldnt finish since we were both still full. Then we finally head off to mount faber park to spend some quality time there <3

It was a perfect day. Everything was as planned. It didnt rain, it wasnt too hot, i didnt get fined. hehs im smiling so wide right now ^^

We wanted to take lotsa pics but was too busy having fun till we forgot. Well luckily i got one picture. hehs she got so excited when she saw a boat moving. xD

We started april with arguments and fights but ended it with our hearts ignite.

2010-04-26T16:47:00.002+08:00

Finally some time to update my blog. Or shall i say some time after being lazy all this while. Dont know why i aint in the mood to blog though. Guessed nothing really happened these past few days. Just work, work and work. Having 2 jobs aint that easy. Guess i'll be quitting coffee bean sooner or later since school has started.

Oh and guess what? i joined DK barat already! lol its just for the fun of it. Some of the cca's that i joined will be dragonboat, soccer, hockey, floorball, DK barat and some outdoor activity thing. hahah my main focus will be dragonboat. kinda like rowing after i went for the reggata training but didnt managed to participate due to work. :/

fug assignments are already started to pile up even on the first week of school. wahh give us a break lah please. crazy ass school. Anyways ive set my goals and targets this year and im working hard to achieve it. Gotta always remind myself not to be lazy already. Gotta meet the targets!

Oh this saturday is a special day! Why? Saturday marks the first which will be our fourth. hehs four months with that irritating girl. okay okay enough i shall save some when i update again on saturday :)

2010-04-17T06:52:00.002+08:00

Oooh, oooh, ohhh, oooh (it's JB)
My friends say I'm a fool to think that you're the one for me
I guess I'm just a sucker for love
'Cuz honestly the truth is that you know I'm never leavin'
'Cuz you're my angel sent from above

Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you a little more because I love ya, love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong
Just stay right here
I promise, my dear, put nothin' above ya, above ya

CHORUS:
Love me, love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me

Love me, love me
Say that you love me
Fool me, fool me
Oh how you do me
Kiss me, kiss me
Say that you miss me
Tell me what I wanna hear
Tell me you love me

People try to tell me but I still refuse to listen
'Cuz they don't get to spend time with you
A minute with you is worth more than
A thousand days without your love
Oh your love, ohhh

Baby you can do no wrong
My money is yours
Give you a little more because I love ya, love ya
With me, girl, is where you belong (belong)
Just stay right here
I promise, my dear, put nothin' above ya, above ya (ohhh)

CHORUS (x2)

My heart is blind, but I don't care
'Cuz when I'm with you, everything has disappeared
And everytime I hold you near
I never wanna let you go (ohhh)

CHORUS (x2)

You should know this song is from who. Its exactly how i feel right now.

2010-04-12T12:03:00.003+08:00

Been working everyday and fug i need to destress. I just cant wait for my pay to come in. Confirm boom! Then can go shop shop shop! Need to restock for year 2! I miss school. I miss the bandung and beancurd at ITAS. I miss the fish and chips/chicken chop and buisness and design. I miss stressing up when deadline nears. I miss skipping lessons. I miss my classmates. Fug i miss school :/

I cant wait for school to start and also this saturday! Meeting my cousin in the noon before a soccer match at night. Finally some action. Need to start jogging to get my stamina back again not to mention exercising. I gotta get back in shape! damn it.

Fug gotta get ready for work now. I wonder what can i eat today..

2010-04-11T00:07:00.002+08:00

Finally, my heart doesnt feel heavy anymore :)

Met love last night and cleared everything out. Im happy everything turned out the way i hoped it would be. Our love was tested and we passed with flying colours. ^^
I learnt alot from what happened and i understand love even better now. We still have alot to learn from each other. Theres no rush since we have the whole future together. We shall learn each other's flaws a step at a time, together. I love you dear, with all my heart and i'll never let our love be a memory.

2010-04-08T09:17:00.006+08:00

Met up with ash and to wash our bikes. Its fun to wash your bikes with someone as you wont feel like as if its a hassle when you talk and talk and talk with them. Yirui tagged along cause she wanted to help me wash. After washing and waxing we went to prata place to have lunch before heading to marina square to shop.

Played the slapping slapping game and daytona at arcade which ash lost in both. confident kapee manual menang. hahah that was fun. Slacked at the fullerton coffee bean before heading off. After that ash went home so me and yirui just sat down at the nearest coffee shop to talk. Poured out everything and it really helped alot. Thanks alot Ah Mah! :D

The real pic.

Edited. hahah bontot baik kepe ash! xD

Final product. Shiny dokk!

Our bikes.

I love it when my bike is all shiny and waxed. Gives you the satisfactory feeling when you ride it. Im gonna mod my bike and make it go above 180. If possible i wanna reach 200 with this bike. Cant wait for that to happen. Best best! ^^ Oh i gotta start wearing specs already. Cant really see far and i guess its better to wear specs eventhough its a hassle. Dont know about contacts though. :/

All i wanted was to be the only guy you turn to when your down. The only guy you share everything with when your feeling random. The only guy you look at in a crowd. Well i guess being that guy is still a long way to go. I dont know if im trying too hard, or not trying hard enough at all. I guess all im holding on to is hope, that one day all that will come true.

2010-04-07T00:14:00.002+08:00

I guess i screwed up, big time. What i said wasnt about our relationship. It was all about the status and the status only. I have never once treat our relationship as if its a game. Never. Belive me on this one. Think about it, all that happened for the past 3 months. Have you once felt that my feelings for you were'nt true? That this was all just a game to me? Everytime we touch, everytime we hug, everytime we kissed, i gave all my love to you. Every single one of it. Dont give up one me, on us. Your the only girl i love umairah and i will prove to you that my love for you is true.

2010-04-02T00:19:00.005+08:00

Its gonna be a tradition already. The first of every month its a must to meet love. Meet up early since i had to work at 6 -.- stupid manager dont let me off. irritating. anyways picked her up and went to plaza sing. went there and search for 'The manhattan fish market'.

After that we walked around and decided to go for a movie. Bought tickets and went to eat. It's really similar to fish & co in terms of products. The food was'nt bad. Forgotten what we ordered though but it was nice. Watched Ju-On after lunch and fuck the movie was retarded. DO NOT WATCH IT. The funny part is, there are 2 seperate movies. The white ghost and the black ghost. After the first movie ended everyone thought the movie has officially ended but ends up there is a second part to it which is the black ghost. And the best thing is some people have already left! hahah wasted seh.

The movie was super dissapointing, 3/10 for me. Stupid ghost which isnt scary at all. Even love wasnt scared lah please. The previous Ju-On is wayyy better. Anyways after the movie we didnt know where to go so we went to amk park just to sit down and spend some time together. Too bad i had to go off early so i send love to hougang inter to get her mum bubble tea before sending her home and head to work. A perfect date to start our 3rd month together. Oh and did i say she was so stubborn. Ask her to stop folding her arms, open back then fold her arms again. Then ask to take picture dont want dont want. aiyooo. Kepale batu! heheh. I had a great time with you dear. Will be looking forward to our next date! Pictures next! ^^

Love's food. Forgot to take a pic of mine. Was too hungry so i started eating immediatly xD

Tengok apeee aje.

Alahai malu malu pulak :PThe both of us wanted to laugh when taking this pic. Muke due2 cramp!

Oh this is just a random pic from the midnight movie date. She looks so cute with my jacket and her helmet on. Hees love you dear! ^^

2010-04-01T02:41:00.005+08:00

My dear, you have been irritating me for 3 whole months now. 3 whole months which seem so fast. Life with you around has been different. It feels so good to love someone and to be loved back. I'll never forget the first time i layed my eyes on you. It was in the lecture hall during camp. The way you behaved made me more curious about you and i guess that is how i fell for you. All i can say is, your a hell of a girl my dear. Thank you for capturing my heart. Your all that matters to me.

2010-03-28T02:04:00.006+08:00

Work is seriously a bitch today. People ordering non stop from 7-11.45. We didnt even get to eat and have our break properly since there are only 3 people on counter today. Manager is running errands and were only depending on each other. Not only that, a fuckin bitchy customer pissed me off. I was on the verge of shouting just shut up and wait to her but luckily my colleague cool me down. Piss of shit dont know how to wait. We had so many orders in line before hers. It really spoiled my mood and to put fuel into the flames i was already tired. Even my colleagues were pissed off at her. Stupid bitch. tskk.

hmm next week's getting busier and busier. To top that i got a job at Fish & co! ^^ wait i think i got it? but maybe still trial or something? dont know lah eh but im starting on monday. i cant wait to be a waiter! wohoo! :D

today cousin came over to help clear everything in my room. found some old toys that i really loved and i figured i shall keep it. memories of my childhood flood my mind everytime i see it. my fav power rangers megazord toy has been given off to my lil cousin. thats the first toy i fell in love with. until i slept with it and talk to it know! haha i really miss it but i guess i shall share it with him since he love playing with it so much. everytime he comes to my house, 'uncle! nak megazord!' aint that cute? hehs happy playing with it little guy. also my tamiya will forever be with me. those fast lil cars have been my life during childhood. id not eat and save up just to modify them. still remember i won a prize after taking part in the competition. i wonder when the tamiya craze is coming again. i shall warm up those engines and give it a round. miss those times.

i was busy with work. i didnt even have time for my break thats why i didnt managed to text you. and whats up with the ec and the syg? talk to me please.

2010-03-23T00:37:00.004+08:00

Okay asy's bday celebration pics are up. Im abit lazy to elaborate after a long day at work so just view the pics and imagine. Events occur from bottom up, pictures that is. Enjoy and goodnight :)

2010-03-22T00:29:00.004+08:00

Sorry i havent been blogging. Been busy working and such. Last wednesday we went to celebrate asy's bday. Went to shesha and just chill out. That night was really a memorable one cause something happened which i shall not say. hahaha! kecoh dokkk! Well all i want to say is HAPPY 20TH ASY! Hope you enjoyed your bday celebration with us and all the best for the future beb! :D

Me and Asy getting all hot *kening up up*

hehs sayang i guess that just makes the both of us bi xD

Oh talking about work, me and my collegues went to catch a movie last two weeks if im not wrong? Watched cop out. The movie was great lah! A must watch! It was hilarious to the max! hahaha the negro guy damn funny. xD To all who havent watch, go and quickly watch it! Well we wanted to go and bowl after that but the bowling alley was full so we went shopping! Bought myself pants and a long sleeve shirt ^^

Wooo love finally got a job! A decent job that is and im happy for her ^^ I hope that parrot isnt working on wednesday cause i got plans all set up already. Irritating girl always make me miss her :/

Alsoooo im gonna shift house soon. Mum nagging at me asking me to pack and stuffs. Haiyo so troublesome. How i wished i got psychic powers to move things with my mind. Then things would be so much easier. Oh gonna temporarily stay at punggol and then shift back to amk. I just hope the neighbours there are nice people. Eh i think i should sleep now since im working tmrw. okay then nights people!

2010-03-20T21:41:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU NUR UMAIRAH BTE ROSLI KWANG!

-Mohamad Haikal

2010-03-18T18:31:00.003+08:00

Love is back unexpectedly. Im happy that shes back but theres something wrong. Idk what happened but she's sad. And that i dont like. She said theres nothing serious and i hope shes right. I just dont like to see her all sad and such. Hmm i'll find out soon since she's asleep right now. Well have a good rest dear, i'll text you tomorow. Loves.

2010-03-13T21:42:00.002+08:00

Went to IT fair today and got myself a wireless mouse at 28 bucks! Wooo good deal and furthermore its a microsoft mouse. A brand like that with a price like that just makes you take out your wallet and pay. Well nothing much lah the IT fair. Just the usual stuffs like laptops, printers and such. Not really that crowded lah but still crowded. Bloody hell people keep banging my new helmet! tskk poor thing knoww my helmet. Now got bruise already. :/

Anyways we decided to cancel seoul garden and watch movie since love ate already in the morning. Watched the green zone show then off home since love had to reach home quick. Grr love purposely didnt give me enough kisses cause she just wanna see if i can stand it or not -.- Irritatingggg. Sumore people watch movie she sleep! Haiyo this girl ehh. Oh and love had a hard time wearing the new helmet cause the cushion is thick and her head is too big xD Well she finally managed to wear it with my help. Looks good on her compared to the previous helmet. hehe glad you love your new shiny helmet! So shiny that i couldnt even see your eyes when i talk to you. Better take good care of it okayy? And better think of something to get for yourself on our next date! I will get something for you and dont argue with me cause your promised already! :D

parrot kepale chocolate, i will EAT YOU UP the next time we meet! ^^

2010-03-12T21:15:00.005+08:00

Woooo me and love's helmet came today! I so cant wait to wear em tomorow when i meet up with love! New shiny helmet + new shiny bike(just wax just now. lol) = Alot of shiny stuffs! ^^ okay merepek. but yeah im happy! Finally i got a proper helmet. Now must take good care of it :D

My helmet.

Love's helmet.

Our helmets.

EVO RS959 beb! ^^

Weeee tomorow we're going IT fair! Mainly because my brother just got himself a freakin IPHONE!! Not that i wanna get one for myself tomorow but yeah im still jealous. So were going tomorow just to take a look and see whats in store but if the crowds too big then i think i'll just pass. Will be considering having lunch at Seoul garden too depending on our stomachs ^^

Oh oh! Look at this drink! I made it special know got smiley face! xD

Its my own special recipe. Trust me its freakin nice! Pure double choc + black forest vanilla + white choc powder + smiley face= masterpiece! i call it 'The drink that makes you smile' :D Cool right? Well thats not the only drink i made, i made another drink but that one is the 'rejected' drink uh. Every single powder is used including nutty delight and green tea. Both the not nice/smelly powder. Dont know how people drink it. Anyways yeah i drank a sip and nearly vomitted sia! Then i dared my collegue to drink the whole thing and if he managed to do that i'll treat him 5bucks to lunch and guess what? He managed to drink it! But after that eyes all read then spit here spit there. hahah funny uh.

Oh and manager asked me to go to forum CB to take something, went there and some chinese botak guy gave me 2 marlboro ciggs and say ' you my bro ah! remember ah remember!' -.- why the hell does everyone think i smoke siaaaa. fug lah i hate the smell of ciggs and furthermore its a waste of money. Might as well modify my bike or treat love to something. I know lah i look like mat but not all mat smoke know. haiyoo but good also lah, i gave my collegue the ciggs teros member happy. hahah!

The closer you get, the faster my heart beats.

2010-03-08T01:55:00.002+08:00

Love is asleep so i guess i shall blog since i have nothing to do right now.

Now i know how desperate people can get. Like seriously. Till the extend of trying to break someone elses relationship. Wtf? No life sia this kinda people. Go and do something productive like work and such and not stalk her around even after getting rejected. And dont try to brainwash her and make her have doubts so that it'll ruin our relationship cause it aint gonna happen. You say you love her more then i do, hah for fuck sake do you even know how much i love her? Big deal you put a fucking white rose or even sang for her but whats the use if you fuckin punch her and all? That you call love? What kind of a guy punches a girl tell me? Not controlling your temper is no fucking excuse lah eh. A girl should be treated with full respect. Punching a girl is as good as punching a kid so think before you act. Oh and one last thing, she doesnt like you, much less love you, so use your fucking brain and think. My advice to you is, MOVE ON.

Pfft im in a mood of disgust. Seriously i have nothing else to say to these kinda people. Ignoring them is hard when they are affecting your loved ones. I guess that is why im so pissed right now. I think i'll go play my soccer game to cool off. And i need some chocs to go along with that :/

To love,
Im sorry i had to put all these up my blog. I just couldnt stand reading his comments up at your tag box. I know your going through alot right now but all i wanna say is that you will always have me by your side. Your never alone my dear. Even if the odds are against you, i will still stand by you holding your hand tightly. Umyra Kwang, you are my life. I love you.

Though the world has a thousand reasons that is against us, i'll defend myself with just one; i love you.

2010-03-06T13:20:00.007+08:00

Weee met love yesterday to catch Alice in Wonderland. There was nothing great about the movie. Just colourful characters and some good acting. Other then that the movie didnt really have a climax part. No happy no sad ending. Rating for me is 6/10. Not a must watch movie.

Anyways love kept on disturbing me throught the whole movie! When we're meeting up NEXT WEEK, you are sooo gonna get it! grrr. Was so distracted by love that i forgot to get my season parking renewed, pay my parking fine and get parking coupons even after she reminded me. hehe but lovey dovey time was worth it ^^

Oh and another news, after sending love home i got into an accident! A minor one really.

I was making a U-turn at a T-junction. When you want to make a U-turn your suppose to turn into the second lane. Then that stupid car was turning left and he was suppose to go into the third lane but he went to the second lane. I couldnt ride slower as i rushed to make that turn since traffic was changing. So if i go slower i would fall myself. Then when i saw that idiot coming into my lane i jam break, throw my bike then jump. lol. Went to the side then checked my bike. Lucikly i managed to jam break in time as our tyres only collided. No scratches on my ferring except at the edge of my handle bar. But barely visable lah so its okay. Just let him off lah. Didnt want to make a big fuss out of it. Summore see he got family in the car so poor thing lah kan.

Oh and btw his name is Lee. And his specs the damn vintage one sia. Freakin big! My grandfather use to wear one. When i saw his face i wanted to laugh cause his specs made his eyes hugee. Like magnifying glass liddat. hahah but maintain only later i laugh he thought i crazy just accident still can laugh. So yeah that was my first accident. Luckily i already sent love home if not id feel damn guilty. Thank you god for letting me get into an accident without anyone pillianing me especially love and also thank you for protecting me and my bike. Must go friday prayers and say thank you :D

I will be there for you rain or shine, through it all.

2010-03-04T12:33:00.008+08:00

Okay nothing much has been happening so i really dont know what to blog about. Guess i'll just put up some random photos then.

hahah the toothpaste part funny xD

From left to right:

Homosexual.Gay.Lesbian

Interacial.Gang bang.Harem

Little gifted.Without protection.Transvestite

69.Pederast.The morning-after pill

Lol helium voice effect.

If i see this girl at night i swear id run.

and the best picture of all! hahaha love is sooo gonna kill me for this.

Talking about twilight, I got a joke. What happens when you hang edward upside down and shine a light on him?

Answer: Your house becomes a disco! hahahah!

didnt get the joke? -.- he bloody sparkles when you shine a light on him. so when you hang him upside down and shine a light on him, he becomes a disco ball! :D

okay love is gonna double kill me for this xD

Anyways were going out tomorow! weeeee! gonna watch alice in wonderland. im guessing its gonna be packed so i guess im gonna book the tickets first. whatever it is i get to meet loveee! ^^ theres always fun and laughter when im with her. IRRITATING girl who makes funny noises when im eating mega mcspicy! grrr. were having lunch tomorow and you better not eat at home ehh! okay talking about food im hungry. i guess i'll go and eat before work later. cauz!

Damn that was hot ^^

2010-03-01T21:27:00.003+08:00

Its the first today, as usual fetch love in the morning but i was a lil bit late as i didnt manage to wake up on time since i had late supper after work with my work mates. Anyways we went to town, ate at ayam penyet ria, watched the wolf movie, shopped for awhile before heading to upper seletar to just sit down and spend some time together. Poured out our feelings before love had to head home. A sweet day with a sweet girl :)

Happy second month love! ^^ 2 months with you had been nothing less then beautiful. If we have a disagreement we'll talk things out till its settled. Afterall it makes us stronger. Just so you know, everything about you seems perfect to me. Your craziness, your irritatingness, your funny sounds all sums it up to what i see as my dream girl. That dream girl that i have waited for so long. You entertain my crap like nobody could, no matter how much i irritate you, you'll just give me that pouting lips which i really cant resist. hehs. Long story cut short, your a dream come true:)

Your hugs weakned my soul and your kisses are pure addiction.

2010-02-23T15:46:00.003+08:00

I dont know whats wrong. I really dont. So far all the puzzles that ive put together, this one seems impossible to finish. Its like a blank page where you dont know which puzzle piece fits the right place. Im blank, totally. Somehow i have a feeling its gonna be bad news. I just hope its not the worst thats all. Guess i'll just have to wait, with hope, for us.

2010-02-22T10:33:00.003+08:00

Can anybody help me im outta plans
guess I left my world in somebodys hands
I dont like to hurt one but everyone gets weak
someone to rely on thats what I really need
now here we stay its all that were worth
Ive been thru the pain and been dragged thru the dirt
whatever they tell you were bigger than words
Ive been where your standing I know how it hurts
let this be a song now and this be a day
and we stand together well be okay
because were survivors were making it work
expecting the best when they hope for the worst

one love - this is the way we found
one love - even though they'll let you down
one love - nobodys perfect now
one love - dont let that hold u down
one love - lets stick together now
one love - we got to stand our ground
one love - its easy to believe in
one love - believe in u and me
onee loveeeeeeeee

now I could try and fix this all by myself
but I know itd turn out better if u help
no one likes to hurt but, but everyone gets weak
someone to rely on thats what everybody needs
now here we stay its all that were worth
Ive been thru the pain and been dragged thru the dirt
whatever they tell you were bigger than words
Ive been where your standing I know how it hurts
let this be a song now and this be our day
and we stand together well be okay
because where survivors were making it work
expecting the best when they hope for the worst

one love - this is the way we found
one love - even though they'll let you down
one love -nobodys perfect now
one love -dont let that hold u down
one love - lets stick together now
one love -we got to stand our ground
one love - its easy to believe in
one love - believe in u and me
onee loveeeeeeeee, its oneee loveeee,

im here to tell you its one love, oh
one loveeeee, said its one loveeee
sing with meee one loveee,
one love to be oh thats all we need
one love.

2010-02-21T07:25:00.003+08:00

Got this photo online and i thought it was cute not to mention kinda true. Where do you stand?

I suddenly woke up in the middle of the night and the first thing that came to mind was you. Checked my phone hoping for something but there was just a picture of you staring back at me. I browse through your photos just so that i could sleep back. Just that this time there was a slight pain at the left side of my chest. I thought about it and well i guess it was a mixture of dissapointment and sadness. After rushing home from work all i wanted was a late night talk with you. To hear your voice to let go some of my misses for you. But i guess some things are way more important. And best of all, you promised. You freakin promised.

2010-02-19T04:25:00.002+08:00

I feel that this song means alot to me thus I shall put it up for the girl that i truely love.

My irritating girl, this is for you.

Saying "I love you"

Is not the words I want to hear from you

It's not that I want you

Not to say, but if you only knew how easy

It would be to show me how you feel

More than words

Is all you have to do to make it real

Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me

'Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two?

More than words to show you feel

That your love for me is real

What would you say if I took those words away?

Then you couldn't make things new

Just by saying "I love you"

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you

And make you understand

All you have to do is close your eyes

And just reach out your hands

And touch me

Hold me close, don't ever let me go

More than words

Is all I ever needed you to show

Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me

'Cause I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two?

More than words to show you feel

That your love for me is real

What would you say if I took those words away?

Then you couldn't make things new

just by saying "I love you"

Now i really miss you :/

2010-02-17T19:55:00.004+08:00

Okay. Today was the so called last day i could meet up with love as she have to study for her papers next week and we cant meet up till after her exams. :/ Picked her up from school and went to J8 to catch a movie. Decided between My name is khan or 14 blades and after a longgggg discussion we just decided on...

As i expect it to be very touching, it dissapoints. I mean it is touching at some point but not to the extent of crying. I find it a more entertaining movie rather then a sad one. Maybe to some its a sad movie, depends on the individual really.

Basiclly the movie is showing the truth of what is happening in the real world. Of why innocent people are harmed just because of a bunch of mindless ass people going around bombing places. Its a very sad story but khan's role of being a retard(he really is) makes it funny. Eventhough he's a retard, he is a genius in fixing and remembering. How i wish i have his memory sia. Fuhh everything ace!

Well overall i give the show an 8/10 for a good storyline and also not forgetting the good acting. I hate the movie theater though. Freakin uncomfortable and the seat is too low. You cant rest your head very well without slouching. Maybe im too tall lah. *ehem* heheh. Cinema(gv J8) rating 5/10.

Send that irritating girl home since she must 'study'. Right now she assumes that shes studying but i bet she'll doze off soon. Confirm one. And after she reads this she will chat/text me saying she really did study but well, god knows the truth. Am i right my dear? :P

Ahh shit i gotta go to school tomorow to show my lecturer some stuffs. Also working at 5 till closing again. zzz god can i have money without working? pleaseee? :/

Just so you know, your smell beats any perfume out there.

2010-02-15T01:58:00.007+08:00

Yey! Saturday was a great great day! Woke up at 9 and head to tampines to get love's surprise then fetch her and we head to the zoo straight away. The shows were really cute as the animals interact with their trainers and such but the weather was freakin hot and the drinks were way expensive. So the both of us were dehydrated but non the less we still had fun! ^^ Got ben and jerry's after that before heading to marina square to catch this,

The show was an okay show but i feel that the storyline could have been better. Still their special effects were good and them bringing up a greek mythology into a movie was kinda cool. A 6.5/10 for me.

Im glad you loved the gift but i still feel i could have done something extra. Its okay we still have the whole future infront of us and i assure you there will be much more surprises and gifts in store for you. I want to relive that shocking face of yours again soon. I cant wait to meet up with you this coming friday for our study session which i doubt we'll study, but still no harm trying right? I love you irritating one. :)

When you rest your head on my shoulders and hug me by the hand, id grow weak and i just wanna sit there with you forever.

2010-02-11T22:22:00.002+08:00

Went to visit farhan today. Glad he's better now. His mouth can open already and he's recovering. Went to his house, played a little CS then went to the coffee shop to chill and guess what happened? We were just talking then i noticed a guy sitting at the other table. He kept on looking at one of us. I thought he was one of the NEA guys or some shit since he's wearing formal clothes. Then after awhile, he just turned at us and said, 'hey guys no offence or anything but i find you guys cool after overhearing you guys talk about bikes and all. Im just saying you guys are cool and all. Btw my name is eric' *shakes hand with asy and ashraf*. We were like wtf this guy. Suddenly talk to us like that. Then we ignored him and just continue talking. Sree still can reply ' ofcourse, we are cool by nature'. hahah. A funny incident at a coffee shop. Not to mention the person that took our order was a he but sounded like a she. lol.

Damn tmrw presentation and also submission for MOS website. I havent even started! damn it! okay i shall do it now. tskk.

I feel that i dont know everything.

2010-02-10T00:48:00.002+08:00

MOS project done and heres the movie that we came up with! Its about a boy(sam) who joined Temasek poly and makes a new friend(haikal) who teaches him how to hack. He then gets addicted and...go watch yourself to find out. ^^

Isamuddin-Main char (Tan Hah Teck)
Haikal-Friend (Bon Tot)
Daniel-Father(What Lee Teck )
Stessen-Policeman(Sargent Ah Choo)

2010-02-09T11:46:00.004+08:00

Yesterday i met up with that irritating girl and guess what i found? This,

See which name is the biggest beside the heart. And the best part is, my name isnt even in it! Humph. Now she owes my 9 kisses and counting. Dont argue with me girl, you know you cant win ^^ oh and did i say she punched me in the face too? Wahhh i tell you she should owe me like 90 kisses instead of 9. Also i found out that irritating girl is also a kinky girl. Hehs wanted to put up what she tweet but give chance luh. Later someone merajuk v hard to pujuk right right? Remember Famous Amos? :P

I just can't wait to meet you later.

2010-02-08T15:59:00.011+08:00

I just realized that when im angry or irritated, id speed when i ride. Sometimes not even realizing it, id hit 150. And when im sad, id just ride really slow and my mind tend to wander off. I've learnt a few things when riding a bike.

1. Check blind spots are the most important rule in riding. Accidents occur mainly due to faulty bikes or failure to check blind spots, NOT cause of speeding.

2. Speed only when your at an expressway since there wont be any cars suddenly 'popping' out from the side road. Oh and also check for TP when speeding. You wont wanna get fine and demerits.

3. Wear a jacket during rainy seasons or if your going out till late at night. Unless you have 10 kg of fats stored in your body, you wont wanna shiver all the way home. Its really tiring. Rain drops may be nice but at 100km/h, they become little needles constantly poking you. Painful indeed.

4. Never tailgate. Especially behind a taxi. They just wanna earn the extra cash by putting you in an accident.

5. If a car is tailgating you when your riding slow, fuck it. Ride slower. That'll piss em off. Not unless your in the first lane of the expressway, then its best you get your slow ass bike to the second lane.

6. If a mat revs his bike besides you at a traffic light, act like your gonna take up that challenge then just observe him accelerate so fast that he forgot he just wasted more of his fuel. If your feeling devilish, just take him on.

7.Slow down at a traffic light no matter what. You never know when the traffic light is gonna change to amber and you gotta jam break just so that you wont go over the line. Dont burn off your brake pad for nothing.

8.Never push your bike too far unless you want to taste the asphalt and damage your bike or even kill yourself.

9. Dont take corners like your on a race track. Nobody's gonna see and say 'wow' after you made a perfect turn but laugh if you fall down. Also you never know if theres is something on the bend. Even a small branch can flick up your front wheel. It happened to me once.

10. Enjoy riding. Its way better then public transport.

Yeah so thats mainly what ive learnt through experience. I hope this would help to any fellow riders out there. To ride safe at all times. I cant deny once in awhile you have that feeling in you that just wanna burn some rubber. The faster you go the better it feels. When that happens, think about your loved ones. It'll help.

recent pic from rahman bday surprise.

Whole group with rahman's friends.

Anderson jambut tepi! Too bad farhan couldnt make it or it'll be a full set.

Lets make us last forever :)

2010-02-07T18:08:00.005+08:00

Last friday or should i say saturday morning was a very bad day. Met up to disscuss about our trip at 8pm till 2am. Went home and slept straight after that. The next morning i woke up, i saw a miss call from farhan so i called him back. I was shocked when his mum suddenly picked up the phone when i was talking to him halfway to say that he met an accident last night. I asked which hospital, which ward and what bed and straight away got ready and go off. His mum were beside him when i reached and we talked about what happen or how it happened. Sree came sooner and then ashraf and asy. Thankfully his hands, legs,head and body were'nt hurt that bad. Had some bruises and a broken finger. The damage were mostly done on his face. More then 20 stiches were done. Pictures.

This dicky still can say, 'who's the man?'. hahah they will never change. Well im glad he was discharge from TTSH on sat evening. Take care uh beb. Kau nak kite teman kau gi appointment call je. Aku make sure aku free utk turon.

That night had a BBQ birthday party for rahman at pasir ris. Finally turned 20 on sunday. Miss playing soccer with this guy. Always looking out for us no matter what. Wanted to post the bday pics but still havent recive them.

In order; sree, ali, rahman.

Once again Happy 20th birthday uh rahman. Wish you all the best in life and ride safely. Made our way home at 4 and reach home at 5 after sending them back. A really tired day indeed.

Work today was unexpectedly fun. Manager was being sarcastic to me cause she ask me to extend but i couldnt due to assignments. All the way sia she sarcastic. grr luckily she my manager, if not i disturb back alraedy. Oh im getting good at it already. Gonna move on to making expresso soon. Pressureeeee but with colleagues like this, it'll be a blast. :D

Touch her again and its the last thing you do.

2010-02-02T15:53:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was the first of febuary which officially marks our one month! One whole month with that irritating girl whom i love so much. Had a busy day going to dad's work place then to ubi before meeting love at tamp to pick her up. Head to marina square to catch tooth fairy before having dinner at chomp chomp. Had a really wonderful time with you dear. Its been 1 month were together and time seems to go past so fast. Feels like it was just yesterday when i asked you the magical question that lead to us. I cant wait to spend the future with you and i just wanna say thank you for everything. You bring me love and joy like nobody could. I just hope i can return the favour and make you the happiest girl that ever lived.

I love you umyra.

I couldnt get a proper photo of you but i guess this will do :)

From the irritating kid that loves you, Haikal.

2010-01-31T13:11:00.009+08:00

Yessa! Had a beach soccer tournament yesterday. We rode to vivo and hell i hate the parking there. like got a thousand bikes seh. Quickly took the orange bus since we were late(due to sree). Registered bla bla bla and there goes the tournament! Heres our final stats: 3wins, 1draw, 1 lose. We nearly got into the semi's if it wasnt for goal difference! Not fair lah since the team that got through got a walk over. And when you get a walk over you get 3 goals for free. -.- but its okay. The team that got through was a friends team so i wasnt really pissed on it. Guess what? They won the tournament! Congrats to them! Oh and did i say the sand was extreamly hot at one point of time, till we were basically dancing in the court! I swear we were all sitting down when the ball is out of play. We cant even play soccer lah for goodness sake! But luckily it was just for 1 match. After that i wished that it would rain and it did drizzle! Thanks god! ^^ Well to our team, we fought a good match, scored some good goals and played some good soccer. Most importantly, we enjoyed ourselves. That is an experience to remember. :)

After the tournament, we went to swim and freakin hell all of our legs hurt due to injuries. When our legs go into the sea water fuhhh. The pain can numb your legs! But we had fun splashing around and doing flips or somersaults. Decided to head off when all of us were tired. Went to wash up and then decided to have dinner at the interchange at vivo. Mee kuah! My fav when i eat there.

We then went to my house to wait for asy to end his bbq while farhan watched his hindustan movie. -.- dont know what so good about hindustan. Picked asy up and head to ash's house. Guess what? The match between man u and arsenal is on monday morning! Baik ash! So we decided to go for supper at sembawang before sending all of them off and home afterwards. What a tired but awesome day indeed. Shall wait for the outing to msia. Thats definitly gonna be a hell of a blast. Pictures to make this long post more colorful!

Rauf sleeping like a pig at my house. Ash smack him with a pillow so many times still never wake up! Pour water then wake up. haiyo rauf rauf.

Farhan ngan hp dier. Matairrrrrrr. kekeke.

'Meditating' before the match starts.

The one that burried me. lol.

Washing up. Ash's butt fuhhh. xD

Cover nampak? hahah!

Sembunyiii! wakaka!

I feel so evil taking their pics while they were bathing. Muahahaa! Wanted to put one more pic but due to pitty for farhan i shall not. hahah!

Last but not least,

You mean alot to me. Do you feel the same way too?

2010-01-23T13:31:00.002+08:00

Met up with 5/2 yest. Okay more like just our group since most of them didnt turn up. Played pool followed up by supper. Suppose to catch a movie but the timing was bad so we ended up chilling under ash's block. Chit chat and decided to go riding. Went to eat somewhere at amk near anderson secondary school. Didnt know there was a prata place there. lol. After that we chilled at upper seletar and then to yishun dam.
Overall we had a good time since it was ash's first night riding and that fcuker is seriously mad. Ride like one drunk guy. Speed here speed there. Mat repit in the making siolllllll. hahah! Too bad farhan and asy didnt join. If not kecoh to the maximum! Next night riding lah eh. Just need to find money for fuel. lol.

Chalet later on. Going to a chalet when we dont know 70% of the people there. lol. Dont know if we should overnight or not. Depends on the crowd lah. I hope its a good one. If not waste my ez link since were taking public transport there. zzz.

Dragonboating tomorow! Gonna go kallang to row. Wohoo! Kinda excited besides the sunburns since were going there at 3. Maybe i should wear long sleeve. Definitly gonna be a fun time playing with water. okay i sound like a small kid but you cant blame me, its been a long since i played water sports or even swim. so like wow liddat lah. hahah. Talking about water sports were gonna have a beach soccer competition on the 30th at sentosa. Definitly gonna be a blast! Go there, play some soccer, win(maybe) and just have fun! After that what else, swim uh!

I dont know how much i love you. I just know i do.

2010-01-20T19:36:00.004+08:00

Lets start. Hmm how shall i say this eh. Okay long story short, got this someone she got cheated. Its very very sad luh cause the person who cheated her was laughing devilishly. Then that person, when she found out that what she expect to happen didnt happen, the guy that cheated on her got pinched with two hands yknow! Two hands! Well this girl also must get pinched lah. Who ask her to think like that right? tsk tskk. Now she owes the guy a date and chocolate bar(s). Overall the guy is glad that his evil plot worked out just as planned and that the girl is happy once again. ^^

Whoa this week is freakin packed! Dear god give the the extra energy needed to accomplish whatever that i have to do, not that i could remember everything but yeah you understand right god? Mainly i just hope i can get all the projects/assignments done luh. tskk.

WTF! look at this guy! he is fugging crazy!

respect dudee! someday i am and i will do this workout! now im motivated to pump up!
credits to sam.

2010-01-18T22:45:00.003+08:00

New York City!
You are now rapping...with 50 Cent
You gotta love it...
I just wanna chill and twist a lot
Catch suns in my 7-45
You drive me crazy shorty I
Need to see you and feel you next to me
I provide everything you need and I
Like your smile I don't wanna see you cry
Got some questions that I got to ask and I
Hope you can come up with the answers babe

[Nate Dogg]
Girl...It's easy to love me now
Would you love me if I was down and out?
Would you still have love for me?
Girl...It's easy to love me now
Would you love me if I was down and out?
Would you still have love for me? Girl...

[50 Cent]
If I feel off tomorrow would you still love me?
If I didn't smell so good would you still hug me?
If I got locked up and sentenced to a quarter century,Could I count on you to be there to support me mentally?
If I went back to a hoopty from a Benz, would you poof and disappear like some of my friends?
If I was hit and I was hurt would you be by my side?
If it was time to put in work would you be down to ride?
I'd get out and peel a nigga cap and chill and drive
I'm asking questions to find out how you feel inside
If I ain't rap 'cause I flipped burgers at Burger King
would you be ashamed to tell your friends you feelin' me?
And in bed if I used to my tongue, would you like that?
If I wrote you a love letter would you write back?
Now we can have a lil' drink you know a nightcap
And we could go do what you like, I know you like that

[Nate Dogg]
Girl...It's easy to love me now
Would you love me if I was down and out?
Would you still have love for me?
Girl...It's easy to love me now (Woo!)
Would you love me if I was down and out?
Would you still have love for me?Girl...

[50 Cent]
Now would you leave me if you're father found out I was thuggin'?
Do you believe me when I tell you, you the one I'm loving?
Are you mad 'cause I'm asking you 21 questions?
Are you my soulmate? 'Cause if so, girl you a blessing
Do you trust me enough, to tell me your dreams?
I'm staring at ya' trying to figure how you got in them jeans
If I was down would you say things to make me smile?
I treat you how you want to be treated just teach me how
If I was with some other chick and someone happened to see?
And when you asked me about it I said it wasn't me
Would you believe me?
Or up and leave me?
How deep is our bond if that's all it takes for you to be gone?
We only humans girl we make mistakes, to make it up I do whatever it take
I love you like a fat kid love cake
You know my style I say anything to make you smile

[Nate Dogg]Girl...It's easy to love me now
Would you love me if I was down and out?
Would you still have love for me?
Girl...It's easy to love me now
Would you love me if I was down and out?
Would you still have love for me?
Girl...Could you love me in a Bentley?
Could you love me on a bus?
I'll ask 21 questions, and they all about us

2010-01-16T23:40:00.010+08:00

After knowing her for so long we finally get to go home together. So yesterday i didnt bike and went to school by bus. Luckily i was on time cause i forgotten whats the timing to wake up if i took bus. if i were late i would have gotten an ungraded pass for that subject. Well skipped lect since no one going and met her straight after that.

Went to Tamp mall or Tamp 1, idk which one luh but yeah we went there to get her famous amos cookies. The one with the __ ____ right? heheh. We didnt really have any plans after that and was wondering aroung tamp so we decided to catch a movie. The vampire's assistant. Not a bad show but its not a good one either. The movie doesnt have any climax or maybe their climax isnt good enough. Though its wayy better then the fourth kind. That was was so boring and merepek lah. Waste of money. Planning to catch The Spy Next Door when were free.

Had a lovely bus ride home after that and it was the best thing that happened on that day :) Oh and did i mentioned her dad saw us. Whoa i was panicking already seh that one. Whats worst then seeing a ghost is seeing your girl's parents! Nearly peed in my pants sia! Luckily nothing happened. Phew.

The Vampire's Assistant.

Today had to wake up damn early for a soccer match at first toa payoh sec. Opponents were not much of a fight but well at least we get to play some soccer. Scored 2 goals bebeh! ^^ Went to J8 after that to go and find a job and i got one at coffee bean! Woo! Finally some income after getting kicked from Timezone due to absence without notification. lol who gives a shit. Manager merepek seh. The coffee bean manager like gerek only but the work like troublesome since we gotta take some injection or something. Tskk i dont like injections. Well asked that irritating girl to teman me but she's busyyy :( humph nevermind cause im gonna get a cadbury choc bar from her since my post is definitly longer then hers. hehe. Oh after we got the job we went to my house to get my laptop, then ash's house to pick him up, farhan's house to get his laptop then finally asy's house. Like jalan raya liddat go to everyone's house. lol. Slacked from 2-11 at his house, had lunch at chit chat to remember the past times. Good 'ol days where nothing else matters but having fun.

Tomorow's gonna be a long day doing the shoot for our 3min movie project. Gonna finish it up and then we can concentrate on other projects. haiz i feel that projects are never ending and we couldnt even get a break! damn poly give me false hope. i thought poly's gonna be real slack seh. tskk. This coming week is gonna be a busy week. I just hope i can meet that irritating girl soon. Im starting to miss her already :/

2010-01-14T17:51:00.005+08:00

Every time we meet up laughters will be heard, pinches will be exchanged and bruises will be remembered. I always love it when you leave me speechless. When you pinch me so hard but after that rub the pain away. When you hug me if i act like i didn't wanna talk to you. I love everything you do but mostly, i love you Umyra.

2010-01-13T16:57:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was great! finished school kinda early and had lunch with a very very irritating girl who didnt finish her fish and chips. Waste money only. Tsk tskk. Chill out with her at sch library for almost 3 hours! Like always i never fail to bring home some 'souvenirs' but this time i got her wrist band and a pic! ^^ Sorry i broke one of em. I'll get you a new one soon aite? Im waiting for our next lunch date! Or maybe lets have study date shall we? Though i doubt i can study with you around. :P

Went to Thompson medical hospital after that to see a new addition to the family. Cousin just delivered a baby girl and her name is Elys Nyla. Shes damn adorable! Congratulations! Cant wait till she can talk and walk. Surely one more kecoh mini makcik around the house. haha!

Today school was a drag since we had morning lesson which starts at 8am. I cant help but sleep in class. Skipped lecture as per normal and went to chill. MOS was fun since we had to edit the avatar trailer. Its not finished yet as you can hear the music dont match. We took scenes from a few avatar trailer and put in some special effects like glow etc.

Scenes taken from the avatar movie trailer.

After school we went to shoot for our movie. It was damn cool looking at the videos of us. Luckily my scene was just for a while. Malu seh people all look at us! Still got afew scenes to do and were finishing it up this sunday. Hopefully everything goes well. Will upload the video up when were done.

Wow im so HARDWORKING uploading all these videos and pictures unlike someone who said they wanna blog but till now has'nt. xD

For once i feel that my life is complete. It seems that your the missing piece in my life afterall. :)

2010-01-10T21:57:00.005+08:00

Weee im in a very happy mood today! After a long hard week with school projects and school events i finally had a day out to relax and enjoy myself. Met her at hougang mrt which i was abiiiiiiit late since i forgotten which bus to take to go to yck mrt. i realized only when i was on the bus halfway through the journey. -.- someone didnt wanna talk to me for 20 mins since i was late for 20mins but too bad she couldnt fulfill that as i just couldnt shut up. xD

Went to bugis to get a shirt but ended up watching the fourth kind at illuma instead. zzz that movie is also one boring ass show. About one psychologist's encounter with the UFO and aliens. Damn merepek lah the show. Though some parts are shocking till someone beside me was shocked! hahah! okay i'll be honest and say that i was shocked too but what do you expect, the movie was dead boring till my eyes wanted to close then suddenly BOOM! The guy was possessed and he was shouting like mad and his mouth open up so big till his jaw broke! Coool. Overall the movie was a so so again. Should have watched the other vampire movie.

Planning to watch The Tooth fairy with love after we saw the adv earlier on. Cant wait to go out with her again. Oh ya before i forgot this girl really likes to jeling(something like rolling eyes)! she just made a new record for jeling-ing 25 times today! *claps hand* For that i got her a new mp3 player which is The Kube. heheh no lah i just got her a new mp3 player since she needed one. So we just headed down to the nearest 7-11 and got her one. There were only two choices, brown and pink and she got the pink one. You better take good care of it eh b. I want to see it still working for the next few months or better still years but i guess years is too much to ask for? xD Nevertheless i hope you liked it. I had some extra cash and why not treat you to something right? :)

I wanted to write something here specially for you but words cant describe how im feeling right now. I guess all i can say is that i love you.

2010-01-08T22:26:00.009+08:00

Finally hit the gym after so long! Did my favorite bench press workout but i only did 27.5km per side. :/ Nevertheless we had a great workout!

Oh TP openhouse was great! Shouting throughout the whole day since im stationed at the front concourse which means i must so called greet/cheer when visitors come in and out. Also everyday there are two mass dance where the whole of TP school's will gather and do the TP mass dance. If you wanna know how to do a TP mass dance, go and either youtube it or come visit TP openhouse tomorow! LAST DAY! Calling all mothers, fathers, grandmothers and even your great grandfather. Come to TP to have a great time. Jam & hop is up after the TP openhouse. To bad im not going since im off to find for a job. :/

To my dickie Ash! CONGRATS FOR GETTING YOUR BIKE LICENSE! Finally we can go out without taking train! Its all bikes now bebeh! Yesaaaa!

If you wanna know the answer, ask me. You'll know why your the one. :)

2010-01-05T18:36:00.002+08:00

Skipped lecture to sleep today and im so glad i did. I really need the sleep since im not gonna sleep tonight to finish up my MMP project. Damn you school give us so much project. I cant even keep track of which is which! Oh and to all the graduating sec 5 students, TP open house is this coming thursday till friday. Feel free to come! Those who just wanna waste time can come and meet me. We can chit chat since im helping out.

Mum said were shifting houses around may/june. Im so gonna miss this old house. Miss the memories of playing soccer under the block when i was young. Haiz. Well things change. Adaptation is needed to move on.

I cant wait for july! I wanna apply for class 2A license and get a bigger bike. Talked to dad yesterday and he said okay! Now im really getting excited. Gonna start surveying bikes soon! ^^

Dont worry about me. I just want you to clear off all the problems your having right now. I'll give you all the time you need dear :)

2010-01-03T15:47:00.003+08:00

Its 2010 already. How fast time flies dont ya think so? I think 2009 was quite a good year. I got my license and the fact that i had a great time making new friends and being a freshman in poly was an amazing experience. I have a great class with retarded friends who never fail to make me laugh. Also i met her and first talked to her on 19.09.09. What more can i ask for? ^^
The start of 2010 was perfect. I got together with the girl that i love on the first of jan and now my main focus is on my studies. I wanna do well this time round. Enough of slacking eh haikal. tsk tskk.

Oh watched Sherlock Holmes with love and the both of us agree that its damn boring! For me its too much talking and not much actions. Also they were talking too quickly for me to catch or maybe my brain is just switched off due to the boringness. Well the english they used were 5 star. Sentence structure is damn good.Watched Avatar too and i think it's way better. To those who havent watched Avatar go and catch it in 3D its worth you 11 bucks. A movie filled with action pack battles with a touch of romantic scenes. Just my type of show. Im waiting for a good horror movie to scare the shit out of myself.

School's up tomorow and idk if i have any assignments or not. I think i have but my brain says otherwise. How like this? Die.

So is this a proper long post or do you want it longer hmm? :D

2010-01-02T00:16:00.002+08:00

Your my other half that ive been searching for all this time.

i love you umyra.

2009-12-24T10:19:00.004+08:00

woo im going to KL in a few hours time! i hope everything goes smoothly and that all of us enjoy ourselves. correction to the previous post, i'll be back on monday thus i wont be attending school. dont know if its a good thing or not but heck i got a good reason. okay then i guess i'll be getting ready soon. will blog once im back. seeya people!

And to umyra. we wont be able to contact each other while im away so please take good care of yourself . i'll miss you. :)

2009-12-23T16:08:00.012+08:00

Yesterday night was gereeeeeek!! Met my dickies at 6 and made our way down to ECP. We got lost trying to go to east coast park since we wanted to go by the nearest way to the bicycle shop. We reached and asked the guy what time they close and he said 9. It was 8.30 so we went for a quick dinner at burger king before getting our bicycles. I swear it was very uncomfortable at first. Maybe im not used to riding a bicycle after riding bike. Nevertheless we all soon got comfortable with it and were racing/pushing each other. At first we didnt have any motive of where to go but we made a decision and planned to just cycle till we reach a dead end. So off we go and we thought were just covering east cost but soon we ventured till changi and eventually reached changi village! Look at the distance travelled! Fug i myself cant belive we cycled that far. Okay it might not seem far to some of you but it is to us and the fact that were not fit makes it seem further. There is a long stretch beside the changi international airport which all of us call 'the never ending path'. Its like your in a nightmare where you cycle and cycle but you feel like your just doing the same thing all over again. Total distance of just that stretch was 7km. Oh we cycled to OCH(old changi hospital) too just have abit of fun. When we reached there there was a group of guys(around 8) and 3 girls. Best thing is those 3 girls didnt know those guys. Were they that stupid to go to a place like that with a group of guys wearing mini skirts and heels! Could have been raped or some shit. Dumb bitches. The group asked us if were going in and if they could join. Should have said no cause it wasnt scary anymore. Freakin wasted our time. After that we chill out to take a break and have some snacks before making our tiring journey back. Everyone was quiet on the way back as energy levels are already on reserve. Reached ECP at around 5am, returned the bicycles and went to have breakfast at macs. You dont know how freakin good it feels to sit at mac's chair after a long ride! It feels so darn good! Everyones butt and legs were sore. At one point of time all of us just sit and stare, at nothing. All blank. And everytime either one of us sat down we made the 'aaaah' sound. hahah didnt know sitting can also make a guy high. lol. Made our way home after that. At the point my body touch my bed it really felt like heaven. Literally! Overall it was an awesome day, good plans, good company and what an adventure. Pictures next!

Oh and btw im going off to KL from tomorow till sunday. :D

break time.

changi village!

never ending path.

My dickies!

new year is getting near, what will the outcome be?

2009-12-21T22:09:00.002+08:00

Training today was good. Really pushed myself to the limit when we ran the whole of bedok reservoir. Total distance was 4.3km. Timed myself and i finished it in 23mins. Wow thats a big achievment! After the run we did the usual push ups etc but today we did abit more. Pull ups. Didnt really want to push myself since my wrist hasnt healed fully so just met the basic criteria. I can feel my calves and thighs still tight even after a few hours. Definitly gonna ache tomorow. Going ECP with my dickies to cycle and i dont quite know how im gonna do that with an aching body. Argh damn it! I miss the starting of fringe and also i have psychology make up lesson tomorow morning! tskk! damn it! I shall sleep early today since i have a long day tomorow or should i say a never ending day.

Do you know that i still like you, oldie?

2009-12-20T18:44:00.004+08:00

Its confirmed! Im shifting house people! Went to view the new house just now. The house is okay but there will be some renovating here and there. Its kinda small but what do you expect from a 3 room flat right? As long as we have a place to stay im happy with it. Too bad nenek cant be staying with us though. Im so gonna miss all the littlest things she will ask me to do like changing the channel to her fav astro ria, bring in the wet clothes, her nagging at almost everything and most of all her cooking. I shall vow to visit her every once in a while when im free. That is a must! :D

Oh Oh and im going KL this coming thursday till sunday. Its time to shop! Wohoo! Gotta stock up for next year. I just hope there is no traffic jam or any sort. Oh and to all the mat malaysia who are robbing singaporeans. Fcuk off please. The last time you spoiled our holiday but not this time. Imma fcuk you up if you try to rob us. Bloody no life people. Get a job lah please. -.-

I blogged and you havent. What does that show? Im much more hardworking then you are hands down. So whatcha have to say oldie? xD

2009-12-18T11:29:00.005+08:00

Holidays are up and its time to enjoyyy! The past few days have been spent by going to dragonboat training, working as a security guard, shopped, worked at night safari, went to the peranakan mueseum, went to watch Ninja Assasins, had supper plus chill out at upper seletar and finally today which is class outing plus dragonboat training.

Okay i shall talk about all that in detail.
Dragonboat training last week was very unexpected. At first i was asked to just come to join. When i came they asked us to run 6 rounds around the stadium track followed by push ups, leg raises etc. The running part really killed me cause i havent been running for months. And i ran with bermudas and canvas shoes. The best part of it was having a sore body the next day. I cant even sit up to get out of bed. lol

Working as the security guard suddenly poped out when i recived a call from dad the night before to ask if i can work the next day for 4 hours. From 8-12pm. I thought about it and why not. I needed the extra cash too. It was an easy job just sitting around waiting for lorries to come before you write down their license plate number. Had a chat with some of the construction workers just to kill time. Went to penin with aqq after that to get jeans for work. Walked around at penin and marina square before chill out at macs. After that met ash to get shoes before heading home.

Working at night safari is freakin irritating. Okay i shall not say work as it is more of a training where you dont get paid. Oh and guess what they said? I wasnt being natural and i have to treat the visitors like my friend. Fug i did all the shits they wanted me to do and still not enough. Wasted my time coming but on the brighter side i learned how to 'be more friendly'. -.-

Went to the peranakans museum with clique for project. Kinda interesting to know all those stuffs. I need to go to the national museum next. Damn so many museums to go to. Met my dickies after that at and we were just in time to catch Ninja Assasins at cini. The movie was freakin AWESOME! I think they used up 10litres of blood for that movie! lol. Sneak preview: The show was about how they trained young kids to become lethal assasins in the future. One of them(rain) dislike their methods of punishing people who tried to escape their clans thus he go against them. The special effects were cool and i especially liked the 'extra' litre of blood when any one of them were slashed. Overall 8/10 stars for me. A good movie for all those action junkies out there. Got a call from aqq again at night to chill out so went to eat and jalan kayu before heading over to upper seletar to chill. Whoa that place is dark. Really dark. Couples makin out and such were all normal over there and we as boys what else, disturb! hahah!

Finally today, im gonna go to friday prayers later on before heading to school and then meet the class for dinner. Its gonna be a really tiring day but at least its better then just sitting at home doing nothing right? I cant wait for next week's plans! Oh and sorry for not blogging for some time. Didnt really have the mood yknow.

Cheer up okay? Things are gonna be fine. Just sort them out one by one. :)

2009-12-09T15:19:00.006+08:00

Its holiday period already and i cant wait to have a long and undisturbed sleep. Oh and i guess im gonna start finding for a new job. Timezone is'nt fun anymore cause a new manager is in and he's kinda strict. Farhan wanted to work at 7-11 but isnt 7-11 worst? You cant slack and worst of all your alone. So today we're trying for night safari which is freakin far but if the pay is good, then why not? I just hope it doesnt rain later on cause were going after maghrib and if it rains at night, its freakin -10 degrees. Okay im exaggerating but you get the point.

Hitting the gym again soon after so long and im very excited to feel the pump! I miss all the workouts especially the bench press. It feels good after a workout, when you feel so tired you cant even walk straight. Or better still the next morning when you wake up, you whole body ache. Thats a good feeling of satisfaction. Oh also there are afew movies i wanna catch. Ninja Assasin and Case 39 but i need some ratings to begin with cause i wouldnt wanna be dissapointed after watching. So has anyone watched either of these shows? If you do, feel free to contact me at working hours from 1pm-12pm weekdays and 3pm- 1am on weekends. Thank you for your time. :)

Hey you, did you know that NEW YEAR is coming? :D

2009-12-06T16:50:00.004+08:00

You know its love when your feeling like this. When you cant think straight in front of her. When you act differently in front of her. Recently ive made a mistake, a big mistake. Thus i wanna say sorry for the whole world to see.

Umyra bte Rosli Kwang, im sorry for everything ive done to make you sad/irritated/angry. I just have alot of problems right now in my life. I know thats no excuse thus im saying all this. Ive always wanted to make you happy and smile all the time. To make you feel like your on top of the world but i guessed ive screwed up. Im willing to try again but only if you let me. I wanna start all over again. Like the first time we talked on 19th september 09. I remembered it clearly cause there were all nines, 19/9/09. I was so happy that day when i got your number which you even forgot and i find that really cute to begin with. Im sorry i had to say everything this way cause everytime i talk to you my emotions get the better of me and i'll end up saying some shits i shouldnt have. So here im asking you, will you give me one more chance to make it right?

2009-12-05T09:40:00.002+08:00

Another sleepless night to begin the day with. Best part is i have work later on. Full shift. I wonder how im gonna get through the day like this. I feel like skipping work cause i just dont feel like doing anything right now. Should i?

Grant me one more chance to make it right.

2009-12-04T23:17:00.002+08:00

Dont know why im very moody nowadays. Even when assignments/projects are handed in and we are left with one more paper. Idk whats wrong with me. Sometimes i wonder whats my purpose in this world. What i am born to do and achieve. Dont ask me why im feeling this way cause if i know i would solve it. Haiz i really hate this. Fcuk it im going to bed.

So you have a DATE?

2009-12-02T18:15:00.003+08:00

Finally everything is submitted today. Now all we gotta do is study for psychology and cmath. Oh were making a movie for MOS! aint that cool or what. okay im exaggerating, not a movie but more like a short video clip. Were still brainstorming on that one. Looks like my holidays gonna be burnt but im kinda excited cause we are the ones acting/directing/shooting/editing. lol. we'll just see how its gonna turn out.

I suddenly caught a flu/headache today in school. Had a hard time doing work but its all worth it. Thank you god for granting my wish. :)

Shes like a song played over again and again.

2009-11-28T23:10:00.004+08:00

She's away on a holiday right now and i got to know she's down with a flu. I hope she recovers as soon as possible. Dear god, transfer her flu to me so she can enjoy herself. Im quite worried for her not only cause she's sick but also cause she told me its flooding over there. Please take good care of yourself like you promised me.

im missing you.

2009-11-25T20:55:00.003+08:00

I think Chris Brown can really move in this vid,

Okay that was kinda random.

School apparently ended at 10 today when it's suppose to end at 5. Went to orchird ion to do our NMT project. -.- Shouldnt have went. One person can just take photo of it and share lah. Tskk. Went all the way back to school just to have lunch with her. She looked gorgeous in formal wear. :) We had lunch, no I HAD LUNCH and she stacked/throw/tore stuffs. xD I think shes gonna pinch me once more if she reads this but i bet she'll forget it by the time she comes back to spore. So i aint that worried. hehs. :P

Oh im going to the Museum tomorow to research for NMT. Gotta wear smart casual. I just hope it wont rain since im not bringing my jacket. :/

Tell me how you feel about me. I need to know.

2009-11-24T21:46:00.006+08:00

Wooo i just bought an MP3 just for the fun of it! I dont quite need one but i find it really cute! Here it is,

Its called the Kube and its darn small! Oh i got the orange colour and i really like it! Dont really know if its good or not though but its worth a try. 37 bucks for one of these cute lil boxes. 2GB micro SD card(memory expandable),earpiece, usb cable(for charging.1 hour full charge) and usb card reader is given with the Kube. Wow it seems like im promoting it. lol.

Yeyy we're having lunch tomorow! Best part is, shes wearing formal! Will i ~~laugh~~ at her? We'll see tomorow. hehe :P

Girl i promise i will be all you ever need.

2009-11-23T15:34:00.004+08:00

Okay today is a very irritating day. At first i thought of not going to school but since im a GOOD BOY, i went. Not only i went to school but i went to school early! 30 mins early to be exact. And guess what? There wasnt any lesson. It was e learning week. -.-! I could have just slept throughout the day lah. Irritating. The good thing about today is well, there isnt any class and also i got to meet her to pass her sweets. That girl nearly lost her thumbdrive just now. Haiyo someone not young already eh? :P

Ah shit i got lotsa work to do but i really dont feel like doing them at all. Right now i feel like eating some chocolates topped with a cold class of chocolate milk. Yumm. After eating that chocolate imma go switch on the fan and sleep! With this weather you'll bound to sleep like nobody's business. Okay i know thats not gonna come true cause i gotta finish up my assignments. tskk.

Its been raining EVERY SINGLE DAY. It sucks when your walking to your bike, taking out the keys and there you have it, holy water from god. And the best part is, your helmet might just be a bucket if you leave it at your bike. So much for saving water. -.- So everyone, dont forget to bring your raincoat/jacket/umbrella when you go out. Oh and please use em when you already bring it. Dont play in the rain like that girl who nearly lost her thumbdrive. :D

She's going away soon :(

2009-11-20T20:58:00.005+08:00

Went to school by bus today. Was a total drag but luckily there wasnt a traffic jam like last week. Came to tutorial late, second time. One more time and there comes a warning letter. During break chill out at opposite blablabla.

Met her straight after lecture and it was raining heavily. Took bus to pasir ris and then to amk to book a ticket. We thought we were late for the 4.10 show so we rushed there. Ended up there wasnt a 4.10 show like what they stated online. -.- stupid cathay. So we took the 6pm show. Oh and btw the show were watching is Paranormal Activity. Had lunch at macs before proceeding to the movie.

At the start of the show i slept due to its boringness but when the haunting started i was wide awake. Oh we had an ever so good audience! They were laughing in a horror movie. How great was that? lol. Even the suspense died off. The last part of the movie was the climax. It was so called 'so scary' till one girl in the cinema screamed! I was laughing non stop after that. Even after the screen showed nothing she was still screaming! That was how long she screamed. Hahah! This is the first horror movie that was really entertaining and not scary nor shocking to watch. Overall, it was a good movie. Not to mention the company was great. We had a great time disturbing and pinching each other :P Had too much fun till i forgot to pass her sticky sweets that we sold for CCN day. Lets go out again and watch the 39 show shall we? :D

She looked so cute with a jacket covering her face.

2009-11-15T14:20:00.013+08:00

FRIDAY;

CCN day was gerek! Though we spend alot on unecessary junk foods, we had loadsa fun walking around looking at people's booth and also promoting ours too. We were shouting like as though we were selling stuffs at geylang. Shouting around like mad people. The good thing was we managed to sell off everything and made a profit of 80bucks! congrats C246! ^^

After that we went to celebrate nichs bday at pizza hut. Ordered 4large pizzas and 1 regular one. Spend like 15bucks per person but it was worth it. Head on to arab street and we ordered 4 sheshas but it still wasnt enough. Next time should order 1 per person. Grape and banana milk was nice. Took group photo before heading home without dawn in it cause she had to rush home. Nevermind theres always a next outing. Ice skating ah people! I wanna see each one of you fall! :D

SATURDAY;

Head off to work in the morning. The usuals happen. Oh some girl from causeway had to be posted to northpoint as i had to go off at 6 'to accompany my mum'. hahah that was the excuse given. The truth was i went to watch soccer at the nationals stadium. Had free tickets so why not? Cabbed there as we were late. When we went there it was already 1-0. Thailand scored. What a dissapointment. The first half was kinda dead. Half time we went out and got bandung which isnt nice at all. Second half was way better cause the croud around us were noisy! There is this girl who shout non stop. At first it was funny but after quite some time it was irritating. Oh and got this cool makcik behind us who SCOLD CB! cool pe makcik! hahaha! Moral of the story: DO NOT BRING YOUR KIDS TO A SOCCER MATCH. xD

SUNDAY;

Ive got lotsa plans today.

1.rest at home.

2.cut my hair.

3.finish up my homework.

4.exercise.

5.watch flash forward.

6.eat one whole bar of cadbury berry pannacotta to myself.

i guess thats about it. Strike out number 2 and 6. i just cut my hair and its freakin short. :/ maybe im just not used to it i guess. Oh and the bar of choc beside me is 1/2 gone, in 15mins. Great. Im planning to do number 3 and 4 soon. 5 is happening at night after 1. I just hope i dont skip 3 and go straight to 4 and 1. Gotta buck up! Okay i think i better start doing em. Till then, cauz!

Do you know that i have a huge crush on you, barbie girl?

2009-11-13T00:01:00.004+08:00

A few things happened today;
-I saw a cat on THE EXPRESSWAY.
-It rained but my helmet didnt get wet.
-I got 'drunk' during the talk.
-I got know know her secret. :)

The cat.

I dont know how the hell it got there but i really wish the best for it. I NEARLY ran over it. If i did i'd feel guilty for the rest of the week! I hope other cars spot it and its safe as i type.

The helmet

It rained heavily just now but i was surprised my helmet didnt get wet. Weird. I was expecting a wet head otw home but thank god it didnt.

The 'drunk'

Had a talk about smoking and drinking today and i was volenteered to be the 'drunk' guy. They gave me a goggle which gave me double vision. I can really see two of my hands lah! I had to follow a tape they paste on the floor and pick up balls. I really couldnt see. I kept on hitting the chairs as i walk. Great now people will remember me as the drunk. -.-

The secret

We had a great convo today. Dont know why she was extra lame/merepek but i enjoyed it! Oh someone STILL HAS 3 BARBIE DOLLS. hehs i guess it aint a secret anymore. It was fun thus i shall dig out more secrets from you. *grins*

I need to get back in shape. Stop msn-ing and go exercise lah haikal. Technology has changed all of us to become much more lazy. When you see me online, ask me to go offline thank you. Talking about that what am i doing still blogging at 12 plus when im suppose to sleep. I shall go off and have a good dream. cauz!

When you smile i smile.

2009-11-11T22:09:00.004+08:00

Had an assignment for MOS which is to take a vid and put your own sound effects to it. You can choose between Iron man and charlie chaplin and i choose charlie chaplin. dont ask me why. i just felt like it. Well here it is,

It wasnt the best for me but heck no marks given. :D

CCN day this coming friday and we're selling rock candies! Not only that, were shesha-ing at night! ^^

Whatever happens, happens.

2009-11-10T22:54:00.005+08:00

Watch this for a good laugh.

Mum once said never let your emotions take over you.

2009-11-09T18:18:00.004+08:00

Played tennis and badminton today! ^^ Its been long since i play both sport and i really enjoyed em eventhough i was panting throughout the match. Oh! and i just found out that there is this FREAKIN DELICIOUS egg bread at mensa! I swear to god it taste damn nice lah. There is that sweet taste in every bite. Good thing is it cost a mere 40cents. Not bad when you just want something to fill your empty stomach.

look at the view! now y'all know why i choose to go to TP? :D

i think your a superhero. Cause you can make me freeze just by passing by.

2009-11-07T23:37:00.002+08:00

Whole weekend burned due to work. Today full shift at TZ but it was'nt that bad after all. I dont really know why i was so hyper. Was jumping around joking with the customers. Oh lunch break was really tiring. Went out to search for a coffee shop. Walk round and round till found one with a malay stall. Then end up food all finished! So i walk again in search for a coffee shop with a malay stall as i had the urge to eat mee rebus. Dont ask why, i just felt like it.Luckily found it ard around 10mins of brisk walking. Back to work and as usual saturdays are always crowded. Closing time was fun cause i played the boxing game and the sniper game. Oh and we 'got' chocolates! ^^

Working again tomorow at 8 till 6 and i dont really know why im still wide awake right now. I think im addicted to the internet. Well my teacher said new media is gonna take over the world sooner or later. So might as well join it. Ah shit i hope tomorow's work isnt that tough or id die halfway through.

I feel that its just one hand clapping.

2009-11-07T00:59:00.003+08:00

Watch this! Your sure to have a good laugh!

Ain't the chimp cute? He is so adorable! I want a chimp too uh like this! :D

Theres something about you that makes me wanna come back for more.

2009-11-06T00:47:00.006+08:00

Okay, again i shall rant about something that happened to me today. I didnt really mind the fact that it rained today before and after school. It was kinda nice riding in the rain once in a while. Like when you were a small kid playing in the rain and coming home soaking wet, eliminating the chances of getting sick, you enjoyed yourself and that's exactly how i felt just now.

The thing that happened to me today was this. I went to have lunch at macs and so the usual happened. Had mega mcspicy,ate and chit chat. Fast forward to when i went back to my bike and i got the shock of my life! I left the key at the bike! Whoa thank god nobody did'nt see it or id be emo for a year! I dont know why macdonalds is giving me bad luck. Previously it was a fine and now this? Hmm maybe god is trying to tell me something. That i should stop eating mac and eat granny's cooking instead. Or maybe the mega mcspicy is too tempting till i tend to forget everything when i know im gonna have it. Or maybe im just forgetful? Whatever it is, it has to do with macdonalds and my bike. So from now on, screw macdonalds! Although i know its impossible to do it, i will try my best to avoid it. There's always swensens and my all time fav sticky chewy choc. :D

School today was short and sweet. Webcam,fb and youtube-ed during MOS using the sweet slick,sexy, suductive,(add more words with the letter S from your vocabulary) mac computers!

i dont need to go to paris for my honeymoon anymore. ^^

Oh also assignments dued tomorow are finally done! The fact that i started today was something to be proud of. Although the work isnt A standards im happy i finished it. I shall reward myself with beancurd tomorow.

When i saw you everything else blured. Thought's in my head vanishes into thin air. Thats when i knew you were the one.

2009-11-02T23:35:00.003+08:00

fugging hell! today was suay! why? cause i spent 33 bucks on a SINGLE mega mcspicy meal. why so ex? cause i freakin got fined! tskk. reason is i parked on the season parking spot. i even put the parking coupon lah please. the best part is, i only parked it there for like what, 15mins? fug fug fug! this is starting to piss me off. total 3 fines already.

first fine- park at pavement at orchard, $70
second fine- park without coupon, $8
third fine- park at season parking spot, $25

the first two one abit reasonable ah but the third one c'mon gimme a break. 15mins only! and to add on the suay-ness, it rained otw home!
!^%$

okay relax haikal.
the good part about today is i get to meet my dickies. played soccer for awhile then chill out at macs to chit chat about the good 'ol days where there were no worries what so ever. we do what we want, whenever we want and however we want. thats the way life should be lived. worry free! dang time flies. meeting those morons this coming friday too.its time we met up to have a real retarded time together. aite im off to bed. cauz!

2009-10-26T23:56:00.003+08:00

i dont really know why im feeling kinda down today. like really down. somehow i feel as though i need something to cheer me up. maybe not something but someone. that someone who will always be there for you no matter what state your in but to find that someone aint an easy task. oh and im not talking about just anyone, im talking about that right one. i just feel confused right now. i dont know what to feel and what to do. i mean i like her and all but i dont know if its the right time yet for me and if shes ready or even like me back. i sure hell dont wanna go into a relationship just to end it in memories. once bitten twice shy. maybe i'll just let time tell whats gonna happen and i hope its something good. hmm i think i should sleep now.i hope i can get this feeling off my chest as i dont wanna be like this tmrw infront of her. nights.

2009-10-10T03:56:00.003+08:00

Its 4 in the morning and i dont really know what to blog about. Current occurance, surroundings or maybe just myself. Schools gonna start soon and im not quite sure if im ready for it. Well its holiday now so to hell with school. Gotta enjoy before projects swoops in. Though i miss C246 alot. Their craps and how we used to celebrate each others birthday without fail.

Talking about that its ah mah's birthday today. I think she's getting too old for birthdays. lol. This girl never fails to talk crap 24/7. No matter where we are or what were talking about. A good classmate and a great friend. Ah mah you better stop worrying or i'll smack you inside out upside down. Have a good life and NEVER stop being retarded. Happy 18th Birthday! :)

Old Ah mah :P

2009-10-09T00:24:00.003+08:00

Watched The Ugly Truth today. Great movie, great company. Went shopping and bought shirts too. Too bad you had to go off early. Well there's always next time right? :)

If i fall, would you fall with me?

2009-09-29T12:20:00.011+08:00

okay. to all of you out there i apologize dearly for not updating my blog for a whole month. dont ask me why maybe the blogging mood just aint there. well i had a great fasting month which i personally think ended very fast. then came raya which wasnt so bad. had a great time laughing and enjoying ourself. the cleaning house part aint that fun though. oh and collection has been decreasing as time progresses or how i should say grow older. heck it aint about the money right? what matters is the company and the food. raya '09.

dad had extra F1 tickets and invited the whole fam to watch it. had lotsa fun going deaf! seriously at first we watched A1, i mini version of F1 and my thought was, bunyi je kuat tapi lembap(sound only loud but slow). then when the F1 came up fuhh! too fast too furious also become slow. then me and my cousin step hero never wear earplugs. we ended up running to the stall which sells earplugs soon after. hahah it was freakin loud lah. 1 car can handle but all the cars at once whoa. your ear drums can burst i swear! after the race which hamilton(k girls dont get gaga) won, there was a performance by who else non other then the BACKSTREET BOYS! who would have thought theyre still exist! lol they remixed theirs hit songs and personally i dont quite like it so we went off halfway throughout the show.

oh new places that i know how to go by bike is simpang bedok,marina barrage and vivo! but im still abit abit unsure. just gotta refresh myself thats all. i so love the night life right now. going night riding, supper and just to chill out is the best! oh and i would proudly like to introduce to you all the best music video of all time! their moves can hypnotize anyone and their voices will play in your head for the next week! trust me its worth watching. hahaha! credits to aqhari to intro-ed me to it. enjoy! :)

2009-08-27T00:26:00.007+08:00

Recently had a primary school gathering. Its been long since i met every single one of them. Everyone changed alot, though their personalities stays the same. lol. 3 words to summarize this outing; Bugis, Sheesha, Fun. Pics arent in order. Enjoy!

Great night. Though could have been better if we ton. oh i need to find leather jackets. anyone knows where to get one?

2009-08-16T18:02:00.010+08:00

today i was woken up by my cousin's text msg. luckily he texted me or i dont think i'll wake up. alarm didnt wake me up. useless. maybe i was too sick till i didnt hear it. nevertheless i got ready and met my cousin at the usual shell station. we head down to tuas and pick a spot for the race which eventually starts at 10.30.

Race stats:

Bike type: Motard

Rank:Novice

Race stats:

Bike type:125z (4stroke) also known as spark.

Rank: Novice

Race stats:

Bike type:125z(2stroke)

Rank:Novice

Race stats:

Bike type:125z(2stroke)

Rank:Expert

We were too tired to watch the finals so we head off to the Singapore Military Museum. my cousin can go in for free as he has the NS pass and also he can bring 4 people along with him. there were a few shows in between and also there is this rifle game where you get to shoot at targets using rifle's similar to the real one. at first i wanted to try it out but after i look at the queue, forget it. it was so long! as always,singaporeans. free all want. lol. oh after that we went to have lunch at the prata place. it was nicer compared to jalan kayu's prata. cheaper too. to all,dont go jalan kayu anymore. its not as nice as last time. or maybe only the shop that i went to didnt serve nice food. dont know lah. well im gonna explore new places for nice foods. yumm!

new places that ive learnt how to go:woodlands,town,bishan.

2009-08-16T01:37:00.003+08:00

weeee night riding is so freakin fun lah! today went riding with my cousin and his friend. they brought me to town come esplanade. whoa they ride so fast it was hard to me to catch up! We went to have dinner at popeyes then sat down beside the F1 track to chill out and chit chat. damn it i felt so left out cause the both of them brought their gfs along. nvm good things are worth waiting for. right right? ^^

ohh currently ive been looking at the street directory map online 24/7. i wanna learn how to go everywhere! next stop marina barrage. havent gone there before so i thought id go there soon. oh and theres a race tomorow and im gonna watch it with my cousin! woo! though im sure its gonna be very hot,i'll definitly enjoy it.

also fasting month is nearing.damn it! i still have lots and lotsa cravings to satisfy. i wanna eat milo ice cream at swensens, nasi ayam penyet at lucky plaza, that jelly bean sweet at school and last but not least bandung! well on the brighter note, i get to drink air khatira which i havent drank since the last fasting month. i cannot wait for raya riding too! i'll learn new routes and at the same time, earn cash. wohoo! :D

2009-08-12T22:14:00.003+08:00

wohoo! ive been riding my bike to school and its been a blast! by bus i'll take 2 hours to reach sch from home. by bike if i go at 80km/h i'll reach there at around 25mins. i've yet to go up to 120. heh heh heh. waiting for my meter to reach 1000 then vrooom! i've pillianed my cousin last week. it was okay but i feel that the bike was heavy and hard to control. well im still learning the routes and getting used to the bike. so far ive only learnt how to go to tamp, jalan kayu, khatib and yishun. gonna learn how to go to town next then can go shopping! talking about shopping, im reminded that i gotta start working and getting cash. i need new clothes badly!

this is my bike! ^^

shes hot ain't she? she has two seat but only occupies 1. who should be occupying the other? :P

A gentle reminder to myself: please concentrate more on your studies and not your bike. please sleep earlier latest being 11pm so as to not be sleepy in school. please read your books and not the street directory map online. last but not least please ride safely.